Friday, 20 April 2012

my poetry

Hi guys and Girls, some of you may no i am a glamour model by trade, but i do love writing poems, its away of expressing how you feel at that given time. The thoughts just come into my head then i take pen to paper and write it all down.. I have been writing poetry for many years now, mainly for myself, family and friends. The poem i am about to put up now was published in Soldier magazine, which I am quite proud of. As you may have guessed soldier magazine is all about our armed forces. I wrote this poem while my husband was away in afghanistan fighting for our freedom. It is hard at times when he is away on deployment because you constantly worry.
I am proud of him and all who serve in the army. I hope that you enjoy the poem because its how i felt at that time and still do. My husband and all those who serve have given me the freedom to do what i am doing now. He has seen some terribly things in his time, but coming back home to friends and loved ones makes all the difference
So here it is. :-)

My Love

I’m sitting here all alone
Just sitting on my bed
Knowing that deep inside
You should be here instead.

I think about where you go
And what it is you do
Never could I imagine
Just what its like for you.

God gave me such a special gift
That put life inside my soul
And loving you forever will be my only goal.

To feel your skin against my body
To see your loving smile
To touch your hand and your heart
If only for a while.

God keep you safe from evil
In a land so far away
And hope that you return to me
To be your wife one day.

I wish that I could kiss your lips
And feel your tender face
You must feel all alone
So lonely in that place.

But know that I am with you
Forever it will be
Until the day god brings you back, and brings you back to

I wish I could be there with you
I’d come if you should call
To take away your sadness
And end this bloody war.

For every grain of sand you tread
Know that this is true
If you look behind you’ll know that I’m with you.
For every star that shines so bright
You’ll see me looking down
With love for you forever
So don’t you ever frown.

When you see the moon at night
Make a wish for me
A wish that could bring you back
I'm lonely John you see.

I wrote this short poem for my daughter, who has taken me and her family for granted.
I will call it CHILDREN, so here it is.


life is hard you have to know, the kids you have will come and go. They break your heart although they can't see, it hurts you deeply so it does me. When they grow they still never learn, why should they when your not there concern. they use you for all that you have got, they take it all, they take the lot. I'm not giving up i'm not giving in, coz this time sweetheart you will not win.. I have been there for you in all you have done, i changed your nappy and wiped your bum. now its time you understood you've hurt me more than i thought you could. So i will say this and say it loud, i maynot be your mother, but you still make me proud.. xxx

Another poem i wrote all about my love for that special someone in your life, i hope you enjoy it and it would be great to get some comments on all the poems i have put up so far. hope you enjoy it.

                                          FOR YOU

                                          FOR YOU

For You I would climb the highest peek
Swim the deepest ocean
Your love I do seek.

For You I would cross the rivers most wide
Walk the hottest sands to be by your side.

For You are the one who makes me whole
You’ve captured my heart and touched my soul.
For You are the one who came out of my dreams
Gave me hope, showed me what love means.

For You alone are my reason to live
The compassion you show and the care that you give.
You came into my life and made me complete
Each time I see you my heart skips a beat.

For You are the one god sent from above
The angel I needed for whom I do love.

For You are the one that’s part of my heart
Together forever till death us do part.

I promise to give you all I have to give
I’ll do anything for you as long as I live.

I HOPE that one day you’ll come to realise
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

This poem i wrote for my mom, with 5 children to look after all on her own because my dad left us all when we were young. some of you may relate to this. hope you like it.


From when we were little
Until we had grown
My mom had to cope all on her own.
With 5 little children to love and to care
No help from my dad cause he was’nt there.
Now you just imagine what we were like
Round her feet both day and night.
Writing on boxes, writing on walls
I’m surprised she never throttled us all.
We screamed we’d shout, we’d lock her out.
We’d make a mess, we’d never pick up,
Till we got shouted out, just our LUCK.
Well my dad you see was never there
My mom had worries, but who would care.
We were little we never knew just how much she went through.
I’m glad I never knew my dad
My mom’s the only one I’ve had.
The pain he caused her
The sorrow and grief
But she was strong
She turned that leaf.
So we all grew up without a dad
But we were good and sometimes bad.
Not a cuddle, not a kiss
But what you don’t have, you don’t miss.
I admire my mom for all she’s done
She’s really played her part
That is why her precious name
Will stay faithful in my heart.
She took us to school
She’d take us the shop
There was’nt a day, my mother would stop.
She cooked and cleaned
And washed our clothes and bought our presents too,
Infact my mom did everything for me and us and you.
My mom she is a glow with love
And she gave it all to me
Growing and living with her
Has helped my eyes to see.
She is a special person
Who I will always love
on this earth and by her family
and the love from up above.
I would just like to say thank you
But I know that’s not enough
But what else can I say when words are not enough.